Half of My Heart

I’ve been feeling really unmotivated lately, like I’m in a funk. I have some family stuff going on that’s really getting to me. I’m trying to decide a career path (turns out SLP might not be for me) and I might not want to work with children. Also, the fields I’m considering are super competitive. And I have this internship coming up next month that I am super, super anxious/ nervous for. I’ve also gained like 5 pounds which is stressing me out. I can afford it, but its still making me self conscious. I need to start exercising. Anyways, off to work to sit on my butt. 

Sometimes I really hate being a woman. Just everything that comes along with it. Sometimes it really sucks.

One of my facebook friends posted this. My thoughts exactly. 

“you ever feel like you are reading a different Bible than everyone else. People are pushing that the bible says one man and one woman. If we follow that why wouldn’t we follow the parts where kids are getting married at 13 or plural marriages or owning slaves and having children with those slaves. Are we suppose to pick and choose what we want and then if someone does different they are wrong? Maybe they picked a different verse to follow. Maybe they don’t read the bible at all. Maybe they have a different God. Would it be fair for them to push their beliefs on us and have laws that we are forced to follow based on what they believe.”