Half of My Heart

About to take a final that I have to do super well on (A or B) because literally if I want a grad school to even look at my application I cannot get a C in this course. No pressure.

I don’t care if that sentence is structured poorly, I’m freaking stressed out.

- Seeing a gastro because I’m having a ton of stomach problems and need an endoscopy next week. Awesome. Hopefully it figures out whats going on though.

- Taxes are all messed up and my mother called me NINE times today. NINE. N-I-N-E. I’m going to pull my hair out.

- Need to go see a dermatologist because I found a mole behind my ear thats irritated and best friend freaked out and told me it was melanoma, and now I’m freaking out.

- Need to apply for a credit card to pay for a beautiful, stunning, amazing ring that I love a lot but is like oh, i don’t know, a thousand over budget, but we’re doing it anyways. It’ll be fine, but eeeek, stress.

-This had been like the longest week of my life. I had three 10-12 hour days in a row. Not how long I was awake, how long I was at school/ in class/ at work. Freaking exhausting. Is it over yet?

-And the biggest thing.. got in a fight with my MOH and it just sucks. It’s shitty, not wedding related, and I just want it to be over. Fighting with your best friend sucks. 

I’m going to need like 10 coffees tomorrow morning.. Waking up in 7 hours (if you know me, you know I need at least 8 to feel anywhere close to rested.)